 GOING HOME TO THE LIGHT FOLLOW-UP 

Contemplations on the Pure Homogenous WHITE LIGHT since 1989

This state of beingness - no place - was beyond frequency - no colors - no sound - no feeling - no movement - pure white-out - THEN - it immediately assumed the frequency of Unconditional Love - I was engulfed in a complete white-out of Love - nothing else - I saw how we step down our frequency to have feeling, colors, sound but H-OM-E is pre-anything - our native state.

Years later, while contemplating this, I saw that the WHITE LIGHT was also a frequency - some thing - which propelled me into Absolute Clarity. This is what the Buddhists mean when they say "nothing" - Pure Existence before Creation - Absolute Serenity - just Being with the Absolute Power to BE anything.

When I went to the Light, it felt like I went some where - I was running the chakras, going up and down my body, then on one run up, I kept going. What I later realized is that I expanded my consciousness to the outer reaches of my physical reality bubble, prior to blending into the White Light of h-OM-e. We are never separate from our Source Selves but have many layers in our Creations.

The paradox is that everyone is part of the WHITE LIGHT, yet we are unique beings. I was aware of every one (and not just Earthlings) but there were no borders/boundaries/distinctions and it wasn't crowded :-). Also, no my past lives and your past lives. When we decide to create an experience, we draw from the Great Cosmic Library - Mind - where everything that ever was or will be is recorded. There is nothing new in Creation except the way we put it together. I had a recall of being a Buddhist cave monk which supported my focus this life but who knows who uploaded this experience. It has always been there. A concept difficult for our limited left brain with its separated ego attachment to wrap itself around. This is all beyond logic.

You can't lose your Self - you can create a separation idea but that's just another point of view. Every thing is just a point of view. Eternal beings assume a point to view in order to have an experience. And how creative we are - look around.

Example: I had a store - I was standing in the middle of the store talking to someone when I had this strong feeling that a chunk of myself just re-attached which was quite startling - I didn't realize a part was missing - but I felt more whole, more expanded. When I asked "where was I" - my Higher Self said "OBLIVION". Scary! So I meditated on this Oblivion and saw all of these entities shut down and in the dark - these were the beings who postulated themselves out of existence because they believed that when you died, it was lights out. It really freaked me out at first but I realized that it was just a piece of my limitless totality doing a job, creating a light path out of this darkness for whoever gets bored with "lights out". This is basically what all of the Lightworkers are doing here on 3rd Density Planet Earth.

I used to be a Catholic and this made me think of Purgatory - the way station where you're supposed to go when you die and wait for direction for where to go. Yikes! They even control you after death if you buy into this. This brought up a past life memory of living in the Orion system that has since evolved. I think remnants of that civilization incarnated here and are playing out their low frequency control dramas. Don't you look at the brilliant intelligence behind these horrendously suppressive creations and wonder who the heck are these entities and where did they come from?

So, just been working on all of the creative ways I've separated myself from Source. It's deep but then again, it's only a point of view :-)